Till now

thinking hard.
do i still have a little feeling for you?

It's super bored at home now! everyone is out. ):

should have went for movie with sister rather then stay at home alone. sadden. in about 45min time, it's lunarnewyear. ):

felt so futile. somehow i just felt so. so many things in life i simply can't seems to get it done well. always saying i'll walk extra mile but didn't even finish the original route. wrote all that somehow just to entertain myself. damn, when will i wake up my thoughts. is 30 the number i'm gonna see again months later? i know that's not what i want but it's somehow what i deserved. continue the way things is going now and it's really gonna be the end. wake up, would you!? ain't you scare? damnit. -i seriously need to wake up!

a call. brother is seriously drunk now. something must have hit him hard to make him drink so much. haiyo. gonna go give him a hand.

till then. (: